Hey Love,
So here we are again, Love, hey friend
Okay I know my last letter was not so nice
But you should understand why
What good am I without the love of my father
I mean there is no one to teach me how men love so why bother
But this is why I’m writing again
I think I found love and he’s not just a friend
I want to open up and give him all your love
But I’m scared because what if he’s not the one
So Love, I’m leaning on you for the answer
I’m a wreck when I don’t have you to banter
Love this is your chance to make things right
Lead the way and show me the light
I want to love hard and forever
I want to replace the love I thought wouldn’t leave me never
But you did and now I’m begging for that chance to make this one right
Don’t make me hate you Love, I can’t win that fight
Let me know that what I’m feeling is always felt in return
I want our fire to never lose the burn
I want to be wrapped in his arms for an eternity
I want him to say the words marry me
He’s feeling like the one and I’m all in tuned
I’m desperate Love, I’m feeling the blues
Of replacing the love you once made me lose
I don’t want this one to run away like you know who
But my fear of not knowing what to do is stopping me
Because Love, the love I thought wouldn’t leave did and now here I am again
I’m not even sure if I should be confiding in you
But Love, I guess I’m just trying to walk a mile in your shoes
With no guidance or path to see it through
I’m hoping this time Love, it’s a bond between me and you
I know, I know I was so upset last time
But this is me giving you advice on how to handle me this time
If we can work together we can make this one right
Don’t leave me hanging give me the insight
That I need to make sure this one sticks around
Love, I’m just asking for this love to not bring me down
I want to feel the emptiness in my heart melt away
I want this love to want to stay
Because I believe I shouldn’t have to feel this pain
Love, I want to feel the sunshine and not the rain
So Love, I ask don’t let this love be in vein
My heart is just trying to love again through the pain…
Sincerely,
MsNikk